Gloomy Day

The grey clouds are coming
The dark sky with some lights
Covered up a beautiful city
And the sun that shine so bright
That it used to shine that beautiful city

My heart and my feeling
Covered up with the grey clouds too
And my view is darkening
Like an ink that spoiled into my eyes
And like a blackhole that covered my eyes

That's what I feel for my day
I run my day alone
Do my work alone
And I live my life alone
To fight for my family's life

I missed my happy life
I missed my childhood life
And I missed my every single joy life
That are used to stay in my life
But I know there is God whom always stay with me
To cheer me up and give me a new strength to live my life
with no left useless and emptiness life

I know it is hard for me
To live without you here
And start a new life alone
But I promised to God to always stay stronger
No matter how bad my life
And always remember our God is stronger
Whom gave us the new strength to survive
Even when I'm alone
Until it is the time for me to go home
And meet you again in another life